seriously, this means a lot to me. i’m trying to keep my head up but it’s just so hard when everything’s literally falling apart. my “friends” aren’t my friends and never were, i just wanna throw up at the thought that i spent so much of my time trying to be so nice and genuine to them considering everything they’ve put me through. that wasn’t awkward advice, thank you !! so much babe

thanks man, i always knew i could count on you. my mom doesn’t have the heart to kick me out, especially not after what’s happening to my grandfather. if my grandmother wasn’t as old as she is, i’d smack the living shit out of her. she is so heartless, i can’t fucking stand it. when i went to go visit my grandfather in the hospital, she was standing there smiling and smurking as the nurse was talking to us about my grandfather. i cannot stand that woman, she needs to be put in her place and i don’t even want to start about marissa..she has broken my heart into pieces twice now :( i’m done crying over someone that doesn’t give a fuck about me.